-THE END-

-THE END-
hmm..its been long time aku
type mcm2 cite kt blog ni..bkn
sbb xde cite..tlalu byk bnda nk
dicerita..tp kind of bz la..mlm2
da tdo.huhu..so now de la msa
skit and the story sgt2
mnyedihkn aku and force me to
type on dis blog...
-the end- hmm..end means
end..end of our rlationship that
we build up for 2yrs..and mayb
end of our frenship..coz die
ckp..'jgn cari i lg'..aku xtau nk
ckp ape lg..and dont what am i
supposed to do..tlalu sdih
rsanya..should i truskn mncari
die or juz bg die space and
mdiam kn dri??klo ikutkn hati
aku nk trus mrayu n cari die
blk..n accept me back..but..aku
rsa bnda tu leh keruhkn kdaan
lg..n i think..aku ptut diamkn dri
and bg die ruang tuk dtg rsa
rindu die kt aku.klo rindula..coz
myb die tgh mrh n wat dcision
cmtu.aku tau die msih sygkn
aku..die xkan wat cmtu mlainkn
die da ada org
lain.but..XSNgka..ni yg die
mahukn.ntahla rsa sdih sgt ble
mgenangkn sume ni.hncur hati
aku..da lma aku xrsa hncur
mcmni..i do anything tuk
die..but..its the end..so now im
juz waiting..day to day..hoping
for a good news dr die..aku
sygkn die..and memory tu xkan
luput dan mati smpai ble2..coz
die..the only one aku syg..
'tahukah kamu..smlm td..aku
mnangis..mngingatmu,mgenangmu..mgkin
hatiku tluka dlm..atau
slalu..memikirkn knangan kita...'
hmm..da la..stop it!!!aku xleh
biarkn airmata ni trus
mngalir..mngalir dgn laju..aku
cuba than tp xdpt..aku xbgitu
kuat tuk mnahan sume ni..ohh
god..mcmana ni..kuatkn hati
aku...trasa sakit sgt2...

time to work!

huhu..so tmorrow is my 1st day working..arghh..nervous gle.ni dok pk jew..cnela kdaan sna,cmnela keje die..and so on.tp bdk2 hrap2 ok la coz da pnah jmpe msa g function ri tu..hopefully everything is ok la..but now aku yg xbpe ok..dia xsehat ri ni..xtaula mayb dmam kot..aku pn xnk kco die.juz bg die rest..but until now die xmsg aku.aku fham mayb die xsehat n xlarat tuk msg aku.and adik die pn cam xde mood jew dgn aku.hmm..nthla..but aku still sorg kwn yg paham aku..and wish to me.thanx beb..hehe..
Hmm..so sok aku mula keje.and die pn keje sok..hrap die wish la kt aku.and hope dpt jmpe die sok..aku still regret dgn die since sbtu ri tu.aku dtg dr jauh jmpe die..i hope kn smthing yg aku miss..but its nothing.juz jmpe as a fren.die cam ntah..xtau nk ckp.aku btol2 trasa dgn die..tp die cam xfham.ntahla..tnsion ble pk..biarkn jela..dtg mood ok die..ok la nti..
I'm juz waiting..so nk tdo.sok kna bgn pg2..wahh..mlas gle weh!k nyte2..daaa...

melayan malam..

Tak seharusnya kita terpisah
Tak semestinya kita bertengkar
Kerna diriku masih untuk kau
Maafkan sikapku
Lupakanlah salah ku itu
Terlalu bodoh untuk diriku
Menahan berat jutaan rindu
Apa lagi menahan egoku
Maafkanlah sikap ku
Lupakanlah salah ku
Luahkan kepada ku
Tak kan ku biarkan kau
menangis
Tak kan ku biarkan kau terkikis
Terluka perasaan oleh semua
ucapanku
Maafkan lah semua sifat gasak
ku
Bukan maksud untuk
melukaimu
Aku hanya lah orang yang penuh
rasa cemburu
Bila kau tak disampingku..

Huhu..tiba2 tringat lgu ni.walaupn bait2 lgu ni spt ingt x ingt muzik die..tp aku ske lyric die..lg2 part 'aku hanya lah org yg pnuh rsa cmburu'..yup..mmg aku cmtu.wlaupn kdg2 leh cntrol.tp klo smpai xleh cntrol..mmg jd mrh aku.klo die cmburu..die lbh ske tuk diam tnpa aku tau die mrh kt aku.tp klo aku mmg aku mrh ar.xtau npe hangin gle rsa.huhu..ntahla..aku syg didmd.mayb tlalu syg smpai tmbul cmburu..huhu..i'm sorry...

nk lyan lgu ni la..

what is love??

hmm..so now start dgn title..'what is love'..what is love about?de org ckp..love tu subjective..yes mmg aku admit yg love itu kta xkira pda spe..spe2 pn kte leh syg jika wujud rsa syg tu.xkira laki,pmpuan atau dua2 skali..stu yg kta trasa..rsa syg tu buatkn kte kdg2 rsa hepi sgt2..xingat dunia.smp kte lupe yg lain.mcm hdup ni hnya ada kau dan aku..u and i..but smtimes cinta ni sgt2 mnyakitkn.ssah nk gmbarkn mcmana sakit rsanya..juz like i said b4..im in love with the wrong person in a wrong thing..yes i know..but aku da xleh nk tolakkn rsa syg ni..yg pda mulanya as a scndal..yg for fun pnye..and become as a relationship yg buatkn aku makin sygkn dia..gler la aku..tp pe aku leh wat.hati ni xde tuk org len slain die.
Knapa cinta ni mnyakitkn?aku dgn die lbh sesuai jd kwn atau lbh?we go thru our rlationship for a long time.wlaupn mcm2 dugaan dtg.npe hati aku hnya kt die.wlaupn dtg org lain dlm hdup aku..means org yg lbh layak tuk msa dpan aku.tp aku xtau aku trima sbb tpksa atau xde plihan lain.sdangkn hati n syg aku kt die.yes cinta tu xsmestinye kte miliki.thats why aku xkn miliki die wlau kuat mne syg ni.and knapa aku mnangis sbb die..adakah rsa syg ni buatkn aku tlalu snsitif dgn die?aku xmnangis tuk org lain.tp dgn die mcm stu rsa sakit yg tramat kt hati ni.remuk,pecah,hncur..npe aku rsa cmtu??sbb syg ke?sbb cinta ke?sgalanya bmula ble aku knal dgn die.dan mulala knal dan rapat dgn org lain smpai tmbul rsa jeles.bnda ni jew da ckup mnyakitkn.
Dan lately ni..die seolah2 xhiraukn psl aku..knapa die msti wat cmtu?aku rsa mcm nk mdiamkan dri jew.aku nk tgk sejauh mna die perlukan aku dlm hdup die...klo die xperlukan aku lg da.juz said it.aku trima wlau berat rsa.and klo die nk sbg kwn and rsa aku xlayak tuk die.die carila org yg lg bgus tuk die bebnding aku.i'm nothing.itupn klo die leh jmpe org yg fham die mcmana aku faham die..aku xkan tggalkn die coz aku syg die.tp if die xhargai aku..if die da xde rsa pape kt aku..aku xtau nk watpe agi..but if u start ur rlationship by making love..u will feel addicted..addict to the love but not the body or else..thats what i feel now......

pejamkan mataku

hey..haii..da dkat kul 1..tp still xleh tdo gak..xtau npe..ni pn bru pas men cikaroo kn dri..mnunggu msg dia..xmsg2 aku dr td.last dpt msg ptg td jew.hmm..pe yg xkna eh?ke fon dia da kna bar??kot ye pn still leh bg msg kt fb kot..xkan smp diam trus..so dlm nk tggu msa tdo,smpt gak aku type blog thru fon.bes gak dpt cmni.mlas nk bkak lptop.huhu..miss kt dia..knapa miss aku pn xtau.knapa syg..aku pn xtau.xpnah lg mrasa sgt2 hepi ble dgn die.wlaupn kdg2 bg aku geram.tp still leh btahan dgn die.mayb die x tlalu knkong life aku juz life what i hv b4..and xpnah dpt smthing yg bg aku rsa miss..xmcm dlu.sbb tu still sygkn dia n xmau lpas die.giler kah aku?yup..mmg gler..huhu..sbb tu smp Xleh mata ni nk pjam..kan bes klo die de kt cni..
Haishh..dila..dila..what happen to u?xpela..yg pnting syg..that what the most important thing!juz what i read on the statement of the best movie..love is by loving the person from the heart..but not for the body..i think both of them is important..but when u hv love in ur heart..finally u can making a love..cewahh..
Haa..da2..enough..bru rsa ngntok ni.nk tdo dlu la.nk mmpi die.haha..im going crazy..!!
Ok..thats all for now..see ya!

kelly clarkson-already gone lyrics

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even without fists held high, yeah

Never would have worked out right, yeah

We were never meant for do or die



I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hurt you now

I can't stop



I want you to know

That it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone



Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you wanna cry

Started with a perfect kiss

Then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive



You know that I love you so

I love you enough to let you go



I want you to know

That it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone



I'm already gone

I'm already gone

You can't make it feel right

When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone

Already gone

There's no moving on

So I'm already gone



Already gone

Already gone

Already gone, Oooo, oh

Already gone

Already gone

Already gone, yeah



Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye



I want you to know

That it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone



I'm already gone

I'm already gone

You can't make it feel right

When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone

Already gone

There's no moving on

So I'm already gone...



~hmm...lgu ni sedey...

kekasih gelapku..~

ku mencintaimu..lebih dr apa pun..
meskipun tiada stu org pun yang tahu..
ku mncintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku..
meskipun aku hanya kekasih gelapmu...

ku tahu kau takkan slalu ada untukku..
disaat aku mrindukan dirimu..
ku tau kau takkan bisa mberi kan ku waktu..
yang pjg dlm hidupmu...

yakinla bhawa engkau adlah cintaku
yg ku cari slama ini..dlm hdupku
dan hnya pdamu ku brikan sisa cintaku..
yg pjg dlm hdupku....


huhuhu..~~sedihnye bile dgr lgu ni.anyway lgu ni sbenarnya lirik die lain skit tp aku tukar ikut suke ati aku..hehe..actually lgu ni de kna mgena skit dgn aku..huhu..sbab tu aku ske sgt lgu ni..
well..ri ni ingt nk g stdy jap kt library..smngat nk exam..hehe..then da smpai library msuk lab jap..knon nk tgk email arr..skejap jew..xlma..pstu slongkar pnye slongkar intenet dlm ni..tringt nk tgk blog..pstu rsa cam xde mood sgt nk stdy..tu yg trus post kt blog ni..rsa cam nk mluahkan smthing yg xdpt nk diluahkan..so..klo xluah..juz tulis jela..tu da kira luah gak arr..hehe..
huhu...xsbarnye nk abis exam ni..hehe..stdy nye x..tp xsbar nk abis..mngong tul..hahaha..
adehh..tnsion giler aku..tgh2 aku nk lyan feeling tulis blog ni..mamat n minah ni dok bcinta lak sblah aku..hangin jew dok bsing2...eeee..bleh snyap x..leh hilang mood tau..!!huh!!!

so...da stau nk tulis pe da..xpela..stop dlu..later tulis agi..hehehe...anyway..dgrla lgu dr melda ahmad..tajuk putus..lgu tu bes..next entry nnti aku ltak lirik lgu tu..hehe..