-THE END-

-THE END-
hmm..its been long time aku
type mcm2 cite kt blog ni..bkn
sbb xde cite..tlalu byk bnda nk
dicerita..tp kind of bz la..mlm2
da tdo.huhu..so now de la msa
skit and the story sgt2
mnyedihkn aku and force me to
type on dis blog...
-the end- hmm..end means
end..end of our rlationship that
we build up for 2yrs..and mayb
end of our frenship..coz die
ckp..'jgn cari i lg'..aku xtau nk
ckp ape lg..and dont what am i
supposed to do..tlalu sdih
rsanya..should i truskn mncari
die or juz bg die space and
mdiam kn dri??klo ikutkn hati
aku nk trus mrayu n cari die
blk..n accept me back..but..aku
rsa bnda tu leh keruhkn kdaan
lg..n i think..aku ptut diamkn dri
and bg die ruang tuk dtg rsa
rindu die kt aku.klo rindula..coz
myb die tgh mrh n wat dcision
cmtu.aku tau die msih sygkn
aku..die xkan wat cmtu mlainkn
die da ada org
lain.but..XSNgka..ni yg die
mahukn.ntahla rsa sdih sgt ble
mgenangkn sume ni.hncur hati
aku..da lma aku xrsa hncur
mcmni..i do anything tuk
die..but..its the end..so now im
juz waiting..day to day..hoping
for a good news dr die..aku
sygkn die..and memory tu xkan
luput dan mati smpai ble2..coz
die..the only one aku syg..
'tahukah kamu..smlm td..aku
mnangis..mngingatmu,mgenangmu..mgkin
hatiku tluka dlm..atau
slalu..memikirkn knangan kita...'
hmm..da la..stop it!!!aku xleh
biarkn airmata ni trus
mngalir..mngalir dgn laju..aku
cuba than tp xdpt..aku xbgitu
kuat tuk mnahan sume ni..ohh
god..mcmana ni..kuatkn hati
aku...trasa sakit sgt2...

time to work!

huhu..so tmorrow is my 1st day working..arghh..nervous gle.ni dok pk jew..cnela kdaan sna,cmnela keje die..and so on.tp bdk2 hrap2 ok la coz da pnah jmpe msa g function ri tu..hopefully everything is ok la..but now aku yg xbpe ok..dia xsehat ri ni..xtaula mayb dmam kot..aku pn xnk kco die.juz bg die rest..but until now die xmsg aku.aku fham mayb die xsehat n xlarat tuk msg aku.and adik die pn cam xde mood jew dgn aku.hmm..nthla..but aku still sorg kwn yg paham aku..and wish to me.thanx beb..hehe..
Hmm..so sok aku mula keje.and die pn keje sok..hrap die wish la kt aku.and hope dpt jmpe die sok..aku still regret dgn die since sbtu ri tu.aku dtg dr jauh jmpe die..i hope kn smthing yg aku miss..but its nothing.juz jmpe as a fren.die cam ntah..xtau nk ckp.aku btol2 trasa dgn die..tp die cam xfham.ntahla..tnsion ble pk..biarkn jela..dtg mood ok die..ok la nti..
I'm juz waiting..so nk tdo.sok kna bgn pg2..wahh..mlas gle weh!k nyte2..daaa...